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Book ISIS (24)

LIBRODEISIS

Kons Karnak Luxor Y

Lord of Thebes

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Vigésimo Cuarto GONG

Renenet

- ---- Thanks, thanks! Thank you for coming; because you have deigned to visit my humble abode. Your messengers have brought the treasures of your kingdom; are thrown out there, put in any manner, filling the empty rooms. One after another, came a phone heralds, and they told me Thy coming, saying and repeating what he had to behave to you. But I said you'd come how .

Now you're here, Madam, you are welcome! No, I can not explain how this dream has come true. I care about your treasures, Madam, but I care even more You Coming.

And now I know to say or how to greet, had imagined beautiful unpublished speeches and praise, and rendered bows ... but you did not smile. I was told that would humble even the dust and kiss the hem of your garment, and do everything to be a good slave grateful ... But, You put your hands in mine, looked me and laughing eyes and gently pushed me in, and everything I forgot, all my beautiful words so painstakingly assembled; employment was going to give your gold, the party that had to do in your honor ...

Madam, I am afraid that I'll be bored. I do not remember a worthwhile idea, I'm ashamed to offer you anything, because everything is Yours, and did not even imagine what it can serve these riches. But what does it matter? The important thing is that you have come! that You're here; you look at me and smiled.

Thank Madam, thank you because you have freed me of my own ridiculousness, and it turned away the veil that I could understand you. Give me desire to laugh as strict recommendations given to me regarding the protocol of the Gods. You have come , Renenet, Goddess of Desire, which rivers bring gifts to all who visit, so naturally, so simply, I can not persuade me that you have not always been here.

I expect you bright and bejeweled like a mummy, jingling gold and precious stones to each gesture of empire, every gesture of anger a Queen consistent with their messengers and their messengers. Forgive me, Goddess, sorry for having offended you with my nescience. I also believe that anger and irritation were normal state of the Gods. Forgive me because I had imagined as a " mensajerona" , as a "Heraldona" stretched and dry.

How could I think of that would come to this simple green robe, and alone and courtship, and quiet, bailándote and laughter in your eyes blue? ... Oh, how I am ashamed to have believed what I heard from you!

hope, God, wait for it to finish kicking aside these ridiculous things golden.

Now Goddess mine, now you can sit in the dust. Behold the Throne that I offer, Lady, deign to occupy.

And I also well, at your feet, lady.

How happy are the eternity in your presence, Renenet, how comfortable this poverty surrounded by treasures are useless ... because useless, Renenet, since You have come. You, Goddess of Fortune and Abundance , Lady of the gift. all clamoring for Your coming, all begging for your gifts, but when you come in when hidden, the cry becomes silent contemplation, and a green mantle of oblivion, where you, Renenet, softly you rest ...

Renenet ... Oh, My Goddess , how blue are your eyes! ... Bathe me, Madam, with its celestial glow, to ignite your laughter blue in my blood, and that all dead things shudder of joy and hope! !..., Renenet You can come alone and poor because they are in your eyes where you enclose your greatest treasure, because it turns everything into gold, blue, gold ... LIVING

Now I understand why the gifts they brought your messengers and filled with crazy drunk in my eyes, still and scornful left my heart. Now I understand, Madam, why give away with such generous hand the golden glow: a skeleton, is not it, a skeleton gold and dead. You want to clean your garden, and discreetly You put the world of dried flowers and dead leaves. And the world goes mad with joy.

Now that you're next to me, Renenet, understand and see the gulf between Wealth ... and wealth.

Oh, Renenet, if you let me come into your garden, if you let me grow your roses living ...

No, Renenet, not take me for a beggar. Well was the joke of your messengers and heralds; good is the golden shower of gifts. But I want more, Renenet infinitely more: I want you ...! Never fill me with another gift.

I want the blue glow of your eyes, and your flowers LIVE, I want the sweet and tender aroma of your music blue. In a word, want to cultivate your garden.

not blame me, Renenet, is your presence who has awakened in me the ambition and the laughter of your blue eyes, soft and faint in your body in the green mantle ...

Take me to your garden, Goddess mine, or bring it here, making this powder flourish, for that I love about it!

What are you doing, Lady? Why did you put in the palm of my hand this glass?

is a crystal blue sapphire ... maybe ... As blue as your eyes! Tell me, God, your eyes are sapphires? Also this glass seems to laugh and mock me with a twinkle. do not know ... I do not know .... Goddess not want to talk, but you put this glass in my hand is shouting something ... And something deep inside me, has stood jubilant, ecstatic ...

"What is this God, who have placed in my hand, what has awakened in the depths of my consciousness!? "Why this joy, why this joy unspeakable!? Oh, Goddess, Goddess, My Goddess! I fix this crystal in the palm of my hand and I shiver with pleasure in your possession all!

GODDESS !!!...

... I understand you, Renenet as I know, the most coveted Goddess: This crystal is your revelation. I know why you came ...

Yes, it had to be so, it had to happen sooner or later. What Day did not anticipate this meeting? But what the meeting was to provide, if I ... no Who knew was ME, WHAT I was ? Oh, Renenet, let it sink my face in your lap, ... Beloved, Sister, Mother, Daughter ... Renenet! ...

dust, crystal, garden, your smile, my joy, our love ... everything has already felt. Renenet! ... I've been blind all men are blind. See the light, they feel, the love ... , the crazy ... But know how to pronounce the cry of surprise, or cling to the embrace of the meeting! Oh, Renenet why this is so!

I have seen them fight, steal, kill, do it all ... for this! ... : why I have on hand and other gems.

Crystals!

I have seen them do unspeakable things, and remarkable feats ... for this! Everyone Renenet, all, ignorant, wise, foolish, brave, cowardly ... All. All peoples of the Earth . All. Diamonds, emeralds, rubies ... ... sapphires were not men who have owned these stones: is they who possess men. "How not to have realized, how not to have understood this fascination!?

... It's all so simple ... Renenet

How else to explain the feeling? Saw, heard, touched aspired ... ... But in the back of my brain, and along my nerves ... how to know then?

Yes ...: it's funny! had disgust, an instinctive repugnance to the glass. As a child, you know, my mother gave me an old necklace of glass beads. At first I was excited, but after a while, I FELT their brightness and their reflections were false, and nausea, nausea physical I flew up into the throat, and a horrible headache - of disgust, "I was sick several days. Nausea and disgust were repeated, and repeated, with only remember that old collar.

glass was actually what I hated, the more so as it was more like that of a real glass. I can even distinguish a gem of a cut glass feel simply shine.

Tell me now what I should do; because I know I should do something: This sapphire and ... the Other me they are mumbling. Maybe they are crying out loud, but not hear me ... I can not, I can not hear! A message waiting so many years, many millions of years ... and now I hear it! ... Oh, Renenet, how are cruel! ... Do not leave me here alone ... Renenet! ...

Your laugh, Madam, the laughter of your blue eyes are more radiant than ever, and in my chest sounds a glass GONG! ... O God, what is this! "Do not you see that the house collapses, and the world, and the Universe!?

Renenet !!!... Renenet !!!...

... They sound crystal gongs ... ... blue, gold ... and green ... Pink ... Black ... White ... Violets

... This is not my home Renenet and this should be the Palace of the Gods. ... This is not my world, which had always known, ... what is this ... Renenet

TEBAS! THIS IS TEBAS!

Thebes. The sun is still out there; and trees and walls ; and earth ... But nothing is the same as it was before! ... Now I see INSIDE ... AND MYSELF, Renenet ,

SEE ME MYSELF INSIDE ! And You, Goddess of the beautiful eyes, you're here without having been ...

Everything was so simple ...

I thought I would need huge machines fabulous and advanced steel chains, huge science instruments and a thousand centuries ... And enough a sapphire, a small glass to make the miracle. Yes, I know, could not be otherwise. See how stars shine after the Blue Lotus! The Lotus Living the air, gently shaken ... "And with this, Renenet, I do with this? ... with ... in the rain, to this dance of crystal in which the body has made me ... I see, hear, vibro and feel a thousand ways through my fingers, and ... my hair and my skin ... and for everything that ever made contact with me ... How do I now know what my body and what is not? Can not you see that have opened wide the doors of my prison? Do not you see the world and the entire universe has been without force, without inertia, infinitely broken? How I now can move my breath without discarding the harmony of the forms? Oh, Renenet, please do so soon, not so soon! Do not give me this great power yet, no, Renenet, have mercy on the world!

Why did you put your fingers on my lips? Why have I been silenced, Renenet? Thank you for the wonderful taste of your fingers, but I have fear, a ferocious fear of being wrong, to do evil. No, Renenet, is not subject to ridicule: I laughed too much of everyone, so you can import someone to laugh at me, not that: it is a horrible fear of breaking the beautiful, harmonious Distort Dance. I wanted the power and Force, but now I do not know how I can serve, now that he has broken my selfishness. Do you understand, Renenet? The childlike we are in grave danger of trying to simplify, and I fear the straight line as the dagger of the murderer. Would like to try, redo, understand? Do you know how many humans die in an infinitesimal straight line?

No, Renenet, not yet. Let me walk the winding road, long and difficult. Let me mourn my last tear. "You think that I ask this joyful!? Oh, Renenet, Renenet, how it hurts my world!

But I doubt, Renenet!, DOUBT !!!... How wonderful is the question, how liberating the unstable equilibrium! I doubt ...: then I can pick up and drop. I doubt ... therefore I am free : I and my desire!

Dame my sapphire, is mine, right? therefore, here in my hand. I Power and Force : Give them. Even if I'm wrong, but destroy Harmony. I will restore. I am a child, I want to play my game because it's not good that the gods are cowards, what would the world then? My brothers of the straight lines cry my tears. I - unfairly? "That this is temporary posting. Do you think it hurts to walk on a meadow in spring? But we must tread ... and stomp and stomp ... ... but your feet have to be posing your crime. Have you seen how a kitten is stirred at hand to stand down? I also stir in my anxiety. Bring the Power and Force !

Yes, in the crystal, Renenet, I know.

For millions of centuries I have waited for this moment. I was a Messenger, one of my brothers sent infinite crystals. Blood wrapped my deep secret, and painfully climbed the steep slope of the organic. Protected it with all my precious gift, my crystal impalpable and perfect, and vibrates receiving the incessant message that guided my actions. One after another, new layers of being around me, enveloping me, were juxtaposed docile to my commands, as I was obedient to Universal Vibration of My Brothers. In my many facets sprouted Harmony that until my arrival, and the amorphous organized. Do you understand?, Renenet ... the amorphous, formless Chaos; it Confused, in which everything is possible. Opened channels through which to perceive the vibration better loved, and torrents of waves came to me. But my great work I fell asleep, I was distracted Single Object of My Coming, and I came to believe perpetually prisoner in my own palace, in my organic jail. The message is shifted, came a fraction care before and after the exact moment - the margin of my oblivion - and I felt in terrible loneliness and abandonment. "Understanding the meaning and all, how to discern in Harmony Confused?! It was never broken contact, but I did not know. Mechanically respond to impulses sent to me, and I got to my great surprise activity with hidden meaning escaped me. "What is LIFE, why live, where I come from, where I go, what I look ...? Where to find this deep longing that I cry ... I cry from the darkness without being able to see or understand his words ... ... "And I began to go blind ... blind ... an endless path, groping for something solid, something real to hold on and be able to call ... My Wish ... but I could not find it, Renenet, was obsolete: could have come a long way without ever infinite void of almost-notiempo difference. That was when I tried to walk up , and use my old wings forgotten. He had to leave dead and sterile line of humanism that took me always to spin around the same circle, saw the continuing obstruction and thought that would play a pious door, but did not have it! had ... yes, holes defaced tombs of religious hopes ... but I wanted to continue my way to climb the sky; not ... die! And jumped. My wings to frighten them men, for in them is written "I AM GOD!". Now I understand as he had to shout at the world, how colossal must have been the efforts of my brothers to pluck me from the abyss of neutridad, the deep pit of slavery that is human. Torrents pain and anguish, and pleasure and joy, to break, to tighten up the latest flawed structure to return to the flexibility of harmony. You put up to reach for my sapphire crystal! And my brain cracked open like a ripe fruit, and my blood all crazy in a painful shudder of joy! And the difference was reversed. And I realized Fullness of my mission, the sense of organic LIFE. Cristales, Renenet, crystalline harmonies in search of the Ideal, the Power and Force , and Love; crystals quite flexible in their rigidity: Dance !!!...¡¡ joy, ecstasy, BLESSING !!... crystals invading the Abyss of the amorphous, crystallized with the mad music of freedom. Now I know, Renenet, Goddess mine, which is my mission. I will be the greeting of glass, crystal Gong Music , warning polychrome of matter I will be your garden gardener Gems Isis. I shoot an arrow into the bosom of amorphous yearning for the crystallization time! I Renenet, the Diamond glitters in the heart of my brain. Look at me, Goddess, naked blood in my aura! "Look at me sitting on the throne of the Red Lotus! Behold me Renenet, Gema me and love me! I'll give you red glare, and gold and blue and green and pale ... under this sky over this abyss dancer glass light spinning around us. JOY !!!... ECSTASY !!!... BLESSING !!!...

So Renenet, in the ecstasy of worship. I do not care, Goddess, your adorable way to go, your figure is crack open, spread icing on the mosaic ... light. And recorded it in my gut your beloved blue flash. Ya ... are ... my ...

Goodbye Renenet ... Goodbye, Farewell Lady ... my ... Goddess

Thanks! Thank you, Madam, for coming, because you have deigned to visit this humble dwelling, and convertírmela in a musical tag ruby \u200b\u200bdiamond ... ... ... sapphire

Behold the Throne that I offer, Lady, deign to occupy

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KIR Phoenix